I'm trying to trust God in every area of my life, but recently some things have happened that I am having trouble giving over to him. I recently went to visit one of my best friends from college, who isn't coming back to school. The whole visit was awkward, and I kinda think going there was a mistake. I hate that he isn't coming back to school, becuase I thought that I was finally getting through to him about Christ. He told me shortly before school ended that he wanted to start going to church next semester, which made me unbelievably happy. But now he's home, and staying home....drinking and smoking weed again, and only going to church when his mom makes him. I hated going to his house and seeing that. I know I need to trust God to take care of him, but I'm really having a huge problem doing that.
Also trusting him with relationships...I'm happily single, but there's always that pressure to have a boyfriend. As much as I would love to have one, I'm always tempted to rush into something, and I know that God has the right guy picked out for me and that He will show him to me, but I'm having trouble trusting Him...and waiting on Him.
Friday, August 3, 2007
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