Family Prayer

I really need some prayer. My life has been falling apart and i come home to find out horrible news. My family may be falling apart as well. I know God will do all things in His time but my family needs strength and comfort like never before. I havent cried since i was 12 but today i spent 30 minutes on the bathroom floor balling. I cant do this alone. I need the strenth to hold them up and reunite them. Pray for Return. Please, i am crushed as is my family, pray hard.